my quote of the moment: "if you can attain repose and calm, believe that you have seized happiness." ~julie-jeanne-eleonore de lespinasse

September 25, 2012

a place holder for better things

some days i don't feel like i have much to say. i don't have anything interesting going on, i don't have anything i'm making or baking or cooking. i'm running errands and doing all the normal mom stuff, which doesn't seem like it would be very interesting to share with the world.

there are days, too, where i do have things to say. things i want to say, or wish i could say, or think i need to say. and then i step back and realize it's not really something i want to share with everyone. it's times like this that i remember where i came from, in my blogging life. an important lesson i was forced to learn was that the internet is forever. and that sometimes some people who you didn't think would are actually reading your words and paying attention to the things you say. i was forced to learn that i should only post the things i was willing to tell everyone i know, because there is a chance they'll find out eventually. and it's a lesson i don't ever want to learn again.

and so, i'm kind of at a loss for words. my life doesn't seem that entertaining or interesting. and the things that are going on in my head are not things that are appropriate to share. and my day to day real life actions seems boring.

life has ups and downs. and because of that true fact, it follows that there are times that we are stuck in the middle of a hill. i'm not sure if i'm going up or down, if there will be great excitement or horrible tragedy. but right now is what i've got, is all i've got. changes will come swift and soon, with topics to discuss and points of interest to talk about. until then, there is this, a place holder to remind me not to forget.

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